rotten love

I miss you, despite that you have ruined me.

I'd like to pretend that it's my fault but it's really yours.

You are the reason I don't want to leave the comfort of my bed in the mornings.

The warmth of the blanket being my substitute to desired skin.

I cannot go on a day without thinking about you at least once.

It was easy to forget while you were there but now you are gone and I want you back.

I cannot look at someone without comparing them with you.

To me our twosomeness was special, to you it was regular.

The betrayal my heart feels, knowing that it has shown you all of me and it was not enough.

You let me feel like I was never enough and never be.